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Sunday 18 September 2011

I don't know you any more...

Have you ever looked in the mirror and not known just who you are looking at?


I do that every morning. Who I see is not who I used to see. Now I see someone hard and cold and older, She's not the happy carefree woman she used to be.


I wonder just what it is that makes these changes in us. Do the every day grinds and funks cause these changes? How can you be born one person and slowly over time become someone totally different and not necessarily someone you particularly like?


I did a lot of soul searching last night and this morning. I have made a lot of mistakes and hurt a lot of people along the way. I'm selfish, pig headed, stubborn and do things so very wrong. 


What do you do when you look in the mirror and hate your reflection?